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I Won't Hold Your Hand
03:17
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You know I'm always here for you, but I need you to be here too
Behind this masquerade of smiles and lies I'm slowly burning up inside
But as long as the world's turnin' you'll try to keep this fire burnin'
I won't hold your hand when it's over, who will you turn to when you just can't take it anymore
I won't hold your world on my shoulders, was already holding mine before
I want to make this work out right but I'm alone again tonight
Give me an answer, what am I to do, to make it clear I love you
Your smile, your laugh, they keep me yearnin', I need the flame of love burnin'
I won't hold your hand when it's over, you've got no time for me but all night for someone else
I won't hold your world on my shoulders, no I can't drag you out of hell
As long as the world's turnin', I need the flame of love burnin'
Burn it, burn it, burn it
I won't hold your hand when it's over, who will you turn to when you just can't take it anymore
I won't hold your world on my shoulders, was already holding mine before
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Explode
04:30
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I must explode but I have no fuse, no more second chances I can use
Spent last night awake in pain again, was just waiting for my early end
My boat is rocked by endless waves, knowin' full well I just won't be saved
I can't swim but I cannot drown, just see how long before my willpower runs out
And fate has realised my biggest fear as the horizon line just disappears
My eyes are failing, my world goin' dark, even after comin' so far
Set me free, let me be, mend my heart I'm beggin' you, I'm fallin' apart
[Bass solo]
Set me free, let me be, mend my heart I'm beggin' you, I'm fallin' apart
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Antigone
02:49
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Asked for a saint, got a sinner in its place
Down comes the rain, from my eyes and down my face
I wanted someone to ease my pain, you called me a waste of space
I’m tappin’ out of your foolish game, I don’t have no time to waste
I need an Antigone, someone to bury me
When I’m left outside to rot, givin’ everything they got
And I need a new shoulder to cry on, ‘cause yours is made of steel
This is the hill I will die on, you won’t care ‘cause you can’t feel
You were the one I relied on, at your pedestal I’d kneel
Only hits as I slide on, not a thing you said was real
I need an Antigone, someone to bury me
When I’m left outside to rot, givin’ everything they got
Can you save me from myself when my mind is on the shelf
Collecting dust and bad advice, look out, here comes another vice
You can’t shit in your hands and clap, then ask me why it fell on you
I need an Antigone, someone to bury me
When I’m left outside to rot, givin’ everything they got
Can you save me from myself when my mind is on the shelf
Collecting dust and bad advice, look out, here comes another vice
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Alive
03:59
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I’m alive, though the world around me falls apart
Alive, but I’m walking with a broken heart, alive
So many years of sticks and stones, but I don’t have no broken bones
By all these words though I’ve been stung, sometimes I wish I’d turn and run
But something keeps me standing tall and I can rise above it all
I can’t say I ever realised the fire in my eyes
I’m alive, everything in sight is burning down
Alive, but I want this ride to turn around, alive
So many years of make believe, I’m running out of tricks up my sleeve
I’m moving north, south, east, and west, ‘til I’m content I will not res
But something pushes me right on and just for now the pain is gone
I can take on the world, I’m standing tall, I can rise above it all
I’m alive, and I feel the pressure breaking me
Alive, but temptation’s slowly taking me, alive
In the sea of life my ship is quickly sinking
I’m caught in a storm of empty sadness
Other captains stare, mouths agape and eyes unblinking
But they send no help to save me from this madness
I’m reaching out for a hand to pull me back to shore
I hope they come soon ‘cause I can’t take this anymore
I’m alive, and I feel the pressure breaking me
Alive, but temptation’s slowly taking me
Alive, everything in sight is burning down
Alive, but I want this ride to turn around
Alive, though the world around me falls apart
Alive, but I’m walking with a broken heart, alive
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Break
04:45
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Zero to sixty on a road to nowhere
The thought bewitched me but I feel right at home there
Today epiphany's my friend, were my eyes never open
I no longer recognise dead ends, no will I stop hopin'
The bridge is burnin' though the match isn't mine
Our world keeps turnin', you're gonna be just fine
Watching yesterday from up above, understand my big mistake
I gave you every chance to love, all you know of hearts is how to
Break me up again, today I'm gonna send you
All the memories we made in the shell you ripped me out of and left me jaded
When our love faded
So done with waiting for the sun to rise
So done with hating, dead weight goes bye-bye
You can do as please, but suffice it to say
I won't beg you on my knees for the time of day anymore, so I'm
Breaking out again, someday I'm gonna send you
The laughs we used to share in a box of complacency you left 'round here somewhere
Not like you ever cared
Never gave me anything to believe in, waste of time to have a consience in leavin', what is left I need to keep
Here I am standing so tall and proud, here I am far from the madding crowd, the shepherd once led by the sheep
But control is in my hands, control is in my hands
Control is my hands, control is in my hands
[Synth solo]
I'm breaking out again, someday I'm gonna send you
The laughs we used to share in a box of complacency you left 'round here somewhere
Not like you ever cared
Break me up again, someday I'm gonna send you
All the memories we made in the shell you ripped me out of and left me jaded
When our love faded
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You and I
04:24
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I could say it to you 'til I'm blue in the face, all I want is this pain to be erased
And I could never hurt you even if I tried, but the record will show that is my biggest lie
Puttin' thoughts on the table is so hard for me, though I hear time and time again, "the truth will set you free"
I remember the day I cried to you for help, you shook your head and told me to go to hell
But I can't blame you the way you cast your blame on me
And I won't fight you the way you picked your fights on me
I will not forget you the way you've forgotten me
I'll always love you just as much as you hated me
[Guitar soli]
I just want to believe in what we once had
No thoughts of deceiving, no baggage in the past
But I can't blame you the way you cast your blame on me
And I won't fight you the way you picked your fights on me
I will not forget you the way you've forgotten me
I'll always love you just as much as you hated me
Just as much as you hated me
Just as much as you hated me
Just as much as you hated me, I will love
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With Your Love
05:06
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I’ve been on this road for so long but I finally see the end
It’s been such a long time, I’ve come back a new man
I’ve found who I am and damn it all I will make a change
And when I see my true self it just drives me insane
I have seen it all, I’ve done it all but it wasn’t enough
All I really want is to be with you, with your love
[Synth solo]
So many nights I couldn’t sleep, because I thought so much of you
And so many days I just had to stop awhile to let my daydreams of us pass through
I have seen it all, I’ve done it all but it wasn’t enough
All I really want is to be with you, with your love
[Guitar solo]
I’ve been on this road for so long but I finally see the end
It’s been such a long time, I’ve come back a new man
I have seen it all, I’ve done it all but it wasn’t enough
All I really want is to be with you, with your love
I have seen it all, I’ve done it all but it wasn’t enough
All I really want is to be with you, with your love
I have seen it all, I’ve done it all but it wasn’t enough
All I really want is to be with you, with your love
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8. |
Ravings of a Lost Soul
08:09
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[Synth solo]
Life is killing me, things I could never be
All found in my reflection, a sad and lost collection
Reaching out for a hand that won't be there
Reaching out from my four-walled world with no air
How I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Find a reason to fit this dead life's rhyme
Pull the blinds shut, keep the world from getting in
Tie your hands up, feel the pain that's setting in
A failure from start to end, wounds I can never mend
Dreams I will never see, this life is killing me
And still there's a foolish part inside
That clings to some childish hope to ride
The storm out when the sun has already gone
And I'm singing my same old, tired songs
Pull the blinds shut, keep the world from getting in
Tie your hands up, feel the pain that's setting in
[Guitar solo]
Pull the blinds shut, keep the world from getting in
Tie your hands up
[Synth solo]
Don't leave no roses at my grave
Don't feel so wrong, you couldn't save me
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Robbie Brown Lansing, Michigan
I write music about the human condition, driven by soundscapes inspired from a broad range of metal, rock, and R&B.
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