1. |
The Decay of Dreams
01:36
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Instrumental
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2. |
Waiting to Die
07:33
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And now I think I'm safe at last
Time enough to lick these wounds
And then the voices of the past
They say my last chance will be soon
I know the things you said were true
Was in denial of the proof
I was never all together
I didn't even try
Waiting to die is how I always used to live
Trying to hide, oblivious to all I missed
Mortified, this is why I still cry
For now the pain will slowly fade
But it will come back once more
And even when I'm in the grave
I'll still be scarred from nights before
Back when I was vicarious
Taking nothing serious
I can't undo all that I threw
So distantly away
Waiting to die, praying for the story's end
So quick to hide, somewhere far around the bend
Petrified deep inside, stinging eyes glorified
Mortified, truly I long for flight
Waiting to die is how I always used to live
Trying to hide, oblivious to all I missed
Petrified deep inside, stinging eyes glorified
Mortified, this is why I still cry
Waiting to die, ready for the story's end
Begging to hide, somewhere far around the bend
Petrified deep inside, truly I long for flight
Mortified, truly I, I could die
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3. |
Is This Home
05:04
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Dust on the rosewood shelves, replete with musty smells
I'll break out of this spell is all I tell myself
It's been so long since we went our, our separate ways and I won't stop
Stop thinking back to the good times, times when we had it all figured out
I'm wishing now I could hold you, you moved on and I could not do
Do much worse than I am alone, the questions I still drone
Is this home, is this how it's gonna be
Is this reflection really me
Is this home, is this my reality
Is this my destiny
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Rust on the faucet grip, out comes a steady drip
Got nothing left to give, my head can barely lift
I see how much I relied on, on you now that you are far gone
Gone now to live out your best life, life that I'll have no part within
Within my mind I'm descending, descent to hell never-ending
End up in someone else's arms, and fall into their charms
Is this home, is this how it's gonna be
Is this how it's playing out for me
Is this home, is this my reality
Is this my destiny
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
I cannot move, I lack vitality again
I cannot prove this will be worth it in the end
I cannot speak, I feel the tension in the air
I cannot seek that which I need to make amends
Is this home, is this how it's gonna be
Is this reflection really me
Is this home, is this my reality
Is this my destiny
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home, is this how it's gonna be
Is this reflection really me
Is this home, is this my reality
Is this my destiny
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
Is this home
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For you, a question I impose
Do you hear the distant sound, sound
From here the ground has given smoke
For longer than we've been around, around
The lake is churning right in front of you
Here it comes, comes
Running will not save you for long
There's nothing left but flames and ash
Perhaps some memories of what was, was
Rebuilding just like in the past
Where their kin had once been crushed
The clouds now gather over all of them
A most unusual storm, storm
The demons Earth had buried, reborn
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5. |
Give Me a Sign
03:12
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Take your time
It's not as though you have something to answer for
I wonder why
Why our conversations got so serious
If I was just a toy to you, no matter what I say or do
I was only to be used, and if my intuition's true
I hope I am the last for you
Give me a sign, why'd you leave me out in the cold
I'm freezing up and falling down
I'm left behind, I bought all the lies that you sold
No one is gonna save me now
Loving me
Was it just a joke that I could never see
Give me a sign
Give me a sign, why'd you leave me down in a hole
Just show me please, what did I do
I'm left behind, all because you could not control
I wasn't yours just to abuse
Give me a sign, how did you move on so quickly
Someday I'm gonna know the truth
I'm left behind, with the memories of you and me
Give me a sign
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6. |
Redefine
03:08
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You tried to redefine the purpose of your life
We burned away your eyes, you'll never see the light
Sign up for glory today and make your kingdom proud
We'll smite a village and bask beneath the blackened clouds
But when the peacetime returns we'll have no use for you
You're just a killing machine and when you're home you're only gonna lose
Willingly in chains, at first it sounded great
But now you see too late the way you're all enslaved
You need distractions my friend, how about a proxy war
Those people all will forget the way it was before
Now hold your wounds before me, I want to drink your blood
I own your eyes, you can't see the shore recede before the final flood
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7. |
I Know That It Hurts Me
04:02
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I know that it hurts me but it keeps my mind off the state we're in
The judge and the jury gonna lock me up if I cry again
Watching family killing family on TV through hazel eyes
Though they've seen worse, now the camel's holding straws all of the time
And its back is breaking slowly, just like my heart will melt away
As I wish someone would hold me, but I know that I will wait
Forever and a day
And all I'll have is a bag of bones
No more entries on my story
Until I have a better way to cope
I know this could kill me, but I have to go on my own again
An untidy story, one without a moral or a happy end
I don't understand the horrors all around in daily life
All the anger and the hatred, solving issues with a knife
Many still go even further, and I see no reason why
Does it make a difference if I know the wrong from the right
Ninety-eight hundred and ninety days
And all I am is a bag of bones
No more entries in my story
Until I have a better way to cope
And maybe in a future day
I'm gonna have more than a bag of bones
No more entries in my story
Until I have a better way to cope
All I have is a bag of bones
I know that it hurts me
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8. |
The Nightmare Frontier
04:29
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Instrumental
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9. |
Swords and Shields
07:41
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I am the first blade, the finest ever made
I can pierce any armor, whether worn by knight or farmer
I am unstoppable, I am unstoppable
We'll I'm the first shield, and to set the story straight
The best blades will yield to me, and I'll never break
Now I'm unstoppable, now I'm unstoppable
The sword and shield continue to speak
Setting the stage for the havoc they shall wreak
Sparks fly, granting light to the void
Shield preserve, sword destroy
No relenting on either side
Unacknowledged wounds, enraged and wild
Now we are all swords and shields
And life is but a giant battlefield
Our mission is now to keep
The earth, the sky, the rivers, lakes, and trees
No point to mock a different blade's attack
Just as rounded shields sit next to kites
And we are all swords and shields
And life is but a giant battlefield
Our purpose is now to keep
The earth, the sky, the rivers, lakes, and sea
It just makes no sense to me
That we are killing over what might be
Now we are all swords and shields
On the battlefield there's room for you and me
Metal shavings falling into place
Holding visions of our pain
For what it's worth we all must share this space
Separate the blood from rain
Now we are all swords and shields
And life is but a giant battlefield
Our mission is now to keep
The earth, the sky, the rivers, lakes, and sea
Let's say in the meantime here
We will let each other be what we shall be
The entities you all fear
Are another populace of swords and shields
Release your fear and persevere
We're tired but far from dead
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Robbie Brown Lansing, Michigan
I write music about the human condition, driven by soundscapes inspired from a broad range of metal, rock, and R&B.
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