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INSOMNIA
Instrumental
LIKE IT'S THE LAST TIME
And I don't doubt the existence of a light at the end
But is the tunnel worth crawling through, all the time that we spend
All we fought for
All allegiances we've sworn
They may mean nothing anymore
So now let's love, like it's the last time
And bleed true blood, like it's the last time
'Cause it truly well may be
And when the pen starts to extend into a sword
All of the bare necessities become a reward
Let's prescribe monetary value to life
And then wonder why our nation don't seem alright
All we've worked for
All the progress from before
Is it really valid anymore
We've gotta rebuild, like it's the last time
We must be direct, and ditch the political pantomime
We need to love, like it's the last time
And bleed true blood, like it's the last time
'Cause it truly well may be
[Guitar solo]
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I'm drowning in the sea of my psyche
How far they fall, the ones who felt mighty
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The Roaring Twenties
03:37
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The Roaring Twenties have returned! That's right, the Roaring Twenties: complete with market bubbles popping, persecution of coping mechanisms, and even a... PLAGUE!
We are not ready, we are not evolved
There are no more issues... we're equipped to solve
Until our collective... can begin to converge
And agree that peer pressure from the dead is our greatest scourge
The calendar speeds on by, but we don't observe the velocity
We find comfort in atrocity
Our structures are built around... a question that stifles our lives
Who is easiest to just let die?
If you're feeling uncomfortable, if you're feeling disturbed
The apparatus is working then, it means you have observed
We're tired but far from dead
There's no time left to rest
The calendar races past, but we'd rather stay behind
It's pointless that we observe time
Our lives now revolve around... which hivemind to suffocate in
Where evidence becomes a sin
We are not ready, we are not evolved
There are no more issues... we're equipped to solve
We are not ready, we are not involved...
In assisting each other, we would sooner dissolve
We're tired but far from dead (we're far from dead)
There's no time left to rest (we cannot rest)
We're lemmings on the track, and we'll be shot in our backs
If we recommence the cycle of rehash
We're tired but far from dead (we are far from DEAD!)
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In the Water
02:55
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Your feelings are not facts
And your opinion does not obsolete concrete evidence
If you can't peacefully react
To a viewpoint that conflicts with yours, you're drowning in arrogance
I see you there in the water, you keep on pushing away
It contradicts with your honour in getting help to escape
If you are in control
You shouldn't flail around so much, it's wasting your energy
You need to get to shore
'Cause it's too early yet to say your antics net you an effigy
Courage alone is not legacy
Natural selection will punish density
I see you there in the water, you keep on pushing away
To take my hand's to take orders, it's always bad to obey
But I'm not abandoning you in the water, I have the luxury to wait
For you to decide if your code of honour is worth more than an escape
[Guitar solo]
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Hope
03:03
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Dreams, they were bigger than you or me
All the things I wanted to be
Staring back into my soul and I can tell you what they see
Just a mess, you know the rest, always looking to be the best
And I believed that I could seize the day with powers in my chest
Love and a beating heart
Not knowing where to start
All this time I'm thinking if I wait enough
I'll find my part in something better than this, so many boats I missed
There's just one on the horizon but this trip I must re sist
I'm back in a corner crying
How long can I keep lying
"Oh nothing's wrong, no I'm just fine"
The truth is I can never find the words to put it right, tell me why I should try
You know I lack the understanding to describe it to define it
I just want your love, shower me from above
Trust when I tell you
Simply keeping me around will be enough to give me what I need
To fight with this disease
Yeah, I'll survive if you can stand here with me
What good is hope? (nothing gets done without doing)
What good are dreams? (I won't let the fear consume me)
Dreams, pulling you apart at the seams
Even fool's gold shines and gleams
Throw away naivete and living's softer than it seems
Just a mess, I must confess I don't think I'll pass the test
But I will take it and I know I'll make it through the stress
True as my beating heart, oh this is just the start
Thought I was dying but there's much left to be done
I'll play my part in this broken symphony
This ain't the last of me
And I'll survive if you can stand here with me
What good is hope? (nothing gets done without doing)
What good are dreams? (I won't let the fear consume me)
Do you have hope? (you gotta push it all to get it moving)
Live out your dreams (I'm never letting of what is true to me)
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LiSTiN
02:19
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There is nothing peaceful in your protest
A weapon defeats that very point
Now that we have heard your shaky pretext
Please give us a chance to use our voice
If human lives meant a thing to you
It would be much harder to ignore the truth
It should not require this affecting you
To understand that we just might be struck and doomed
"Well only three percent have died"
Then tell me which three percent of your loved ones you won't miss
Tag them on your Facebook wall
"That's a horrible thing to decide"
Then don't assume it will never come to this
It's bigger than your run-down mall
If human lives meant a thing to you
It would be much harder to ignore the truth
It should not require this affecting you
To understand that we could be defeated soon
Listen
Listen
LiSTiN
There is nothing peaceful in your protest
A weapon defeats that very point
Now that we have heard your shaky pretext
You gotta give us a chance to use our voice
If human lives meant a thing to you
It would be much harder to ignore the truth
It should not require this affecting you
To understand that we could be defeated soon
If human lives meant a thing to you
It would be much harder to ignore the truth
It should not require this affecting you
To understand that we just might be fucking doomed
LiSTiN
LiSTiN
Since when was it spelled with two Is?
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PRESSURE MOUNTING
Instrumental
A REEVALUATION OF FEELINGS
This is what fear sounds like!
I'm holding out, I'm holding back
I wanna know why everything fades to black
I'm holding out, I'm holding all my screaming back
Don't know if I am still alive
I'm waiting for a sign of soul to arrive
Am I alive, so temporary and contrived
As ocean spray
I'll fly away
I'm holding out, I'm holding back
And I don't know how much more weight I can stack
'Til I give out, But still I hold the screaming back
As night takes day
I'll melt away
In rare moments of clarity
I see my habits get the best of me
The tidal rivers flowing from my eyes
Blades of sorrow cut me down to size
This can't be all, this can't be all, this can't be all I'm meant to be
Reality decays
The world's been set ablaze
As night kills day
I'll burn away
I don't know why I let it go this far
But there's still time to make it, even if it's past the stars
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Stare at the Ceiling
02:52
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[Synth solo]
Why won't it end, the burden in my chest
I still pretend there's no ringing in my head
Unroll the sleeves on every shirt
Keep control, can't afford to disconcert
Death spiral spinning, my plane is falling fast
Altitude dropping, do you hear my broadcast
"Mayday, mayday!" I try to shout it out
I only stare at the ceiling, taken captive by feelings
No ejector seat could jettison me now
I only stare at the ceiling, barely breathing here
Flaws are out of sight
With a veneer of fabric and fake smiles
It's not enough to right the aircraft now
You call my bluff, and tears crash to the ground
There's no soft landing, no sugarcoating this
Disaster's advancing but you look away in bliss
And in the wreckage, my eyes are all they found
They only stare at the ceiling, drowning in feelings
And only at this point does anyone ask how
I only stare at the ceiling, waiting to be released
Waiting to be released
[Synth solo]
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P01NTNEM0
03:01
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Everything I know is drained
Lost in the sea of my psyche
In vast expanses I'm contained
Doldrums are holding me tightly
Vigor fading day by day
No one can read my distress signal
Paddling forth in search of waves
But all the waters here are fickle
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In Time
04:06
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Staying awake has diminishing returns these days
If I'm not at a standstill I'm certainly crawling sideways
Hopping from one fantasy world into the next
'Cause I've lost my love for reality and all its vile defects
Now my dreams are no escape, they always escalate
Any doubt or melancholy locked away
Years fold into weeks, seconds stretch into days
I fall asleep beneath the sun's bright rays
If I could freeze in time, I would take the chance
And I would redefine my mind in that instant
If I could keep the future from coming, yes I would
I would freeze in time, with no more damage done
Plug a hole up and the leak finds five more cracks to breach
Some of these spots I cannot reach
Analgesic headaches uphold the cycle of pain
But no matter the words I use, I can't seem to explain
And still I run far away as I can
Maybe long away I'll find who I am
But in the meantime here, I need a plan
If I could freeze in time, I would take the chance
And I'll search low and high for all that went missing
If I can change in time, I must, but am I strong enough
To try and draw the line, right here, right now
[Synth solo]
Freeze in time
Change in time
Can I stop in time
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Breaking News
03:16
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Led through the darkest tunnel by a gang of reality show senators
Who either forgot or don't care that we're not recast-able characters
If you kill us off in Season 2020, you can't write us back in
The plot has no room left for reentry, and the laugh track's missing
Is there life off the set, or are we already dead?
Change the channel, turn it off
Can't you feel it, something's wrong
We're divided, some are mobilizing
Find the station playing love
Can't you see what we've become
Life together is now polarizing
If we throw our hands up, say bitterness is normal, then we're already doomed
The flame of hate could burn eternal if we don't confront it soon
Are we already late, will blasts of war detonate?
Countless people screaming out
Never progress, just more doubts
Everyone is in ideological stupor
Breaking hearts and breaking news
Light the candles or light the fuse
Everybody has a plan for our future
No, I don't have the answers
But anyone can diagnose the cancer
It's spread so far I can't believe we still function
It hurts to keep the faith
To look out for a brighter day
Even at the brink of destruction, we need to make sure hope survives
Don't turn off life support, don't let the truth distort
Don't turn off life support (we record a heartbeat)
Got just one wish, that when I die
It's with no regrets, no matter failure or success
Did I resist the fear inside
Was it from the heart, will I be missed when I depart?
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Helping Hands
03:20
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There is a break in the clouds
The light finds its way to me and I burn from the inside
No way to put the blazes out
And ash piles up at my feet, all the aid was my demise
When will anybody learn
If helping hands are misguided, they have a chance to burn
There is so much more at play
Than feelings and reactions, it isn't something you wish away
Not like a wish is all she needs
They scour for her serotonin, nothing changes how she feels
Her friends had thought she faked it all
So no one can understand why she's put up all these walls
Far too much has been assumed
If helping hands are misguided, they can deepen the wounds
And sometimes it comes to pass
That a helping hand pulls the trigger, and we're left longing for the past
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We're tired but far from dead
We're tired but far from dead
We're tired but far from dead
We're tired...
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WHAT DOES IT MATTER
What does it matter what the future has in store
If we don't care right now, we are not united anymore
Preventable death and insatiable anger, fingers pointing from all sides
In bipartisan lands, what does it matter who tells the truth, who only lies
This can't be right
We've lost our minds
What does it matter all the wonders from the past
If the mark we leave right now only stands in stark contrast
Or will future classrooms try to omit our vile cast
Insatiable anger and infinite rancor, sociopathic, bloodshot eyes
They inhabit the newsreel, so what does it matter if we're silent or if we cry
This can't be right
What's going on, humankind?
Why's everything a fight?
We've lost our minds
We've lost our minds
LEMMINGS ON THE TRACK
Can we stop short this time
Ditch the political pantomime
Or do we follow old footsteps
And run straight off the edge
[Guitar solo]
No!
Lemmings on the track
Shoot them in the back
Lemmings on the track
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Robbie Brown Lansing, Michigan
I write music about the human condition, driven by soundscapes inspired from a broad range of metal, rock, and R&B.
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