1. |
Riding This Wave
02:46
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Smoothing out the edges, taking shape
Wash away the pain of yesterday
Gotta change this barren landscape
Riding this wave
Sand in my eyes and in my way
Whirlpool mind ain't thinking straight
Man overboard, land miles away
Riding this wave
Smoothing out the edges, taking shape
Wash away the pain of yesterday
Gotta change this barren landscape
Riding this wave
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2. |
Blood
04:51
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Fate is everything, it's the song you sing, it is in the air, present everywhere
Fate is in your smile, every highway mile, it rests in your eyes, our truths and lies
Fate is unchanging, yet all rearranging, beyond understanding, contracting and expanding
Fate is my sentence, paying my penance, I tried to defy it
Fate is still racing, fate we are facing, fate is the cancer, fate is the answer
Fate is my swansong, fate rights all my wrongs, fate is tonight
Blood on the walls, blood on the floor, blood everywhere
The future's in our eyes, we try to take our prize, but falling short, we tumble down and look up to the skies
Perhaps the answer's there but do we really care, the questions we feel bound to ask are those of what is fair
he human mind is strong but written up all wrong, and in its flaws it can shut down and sing this hopeless song
The only truth is gone, another mental spawn, there are no reasons left to carry on
Blood on the walls, blood on the floor, blood everywhere
Blood in my eyes, blood in my face, blood in my way
Blood drowning me, blood drowning me, blood drowning me
Blood, blood, blood
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3. |
My Every...
04:50
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Blood on the walls, blood on the floor, blood everywhere
Hope for a change, hope for love, hope misplaced
Thoughts of embrace, thoughts of these scars, thoughts of my mistakes
Fear of being hurt, fear of dying, fear dictating
My every move is written in blood, hope, thoughts, and fear
My every breath is choked and drowned out by running tears
Memories suffocating me, yesterday repeats
No rest for the wicked, my heavy eyes anticipating
My every move is molded in shame, in failure's clay
My every word is caught on my tongue, what can I say
Words cannot describe the feeling inside, world spinnin' out of time
Yet I'm locked within the confines of a shattered mind
Loss of hope, how do you cope when you're at the end of your rope
You're pullin' it tighter with nothing to lose, you snooze, you tie your noose
And everyone's lookin' through you, seein' their way to a false truth
Label you weak, a loser, a freak, they're callin' your future bleak
Livin' and dyin' with so many knives inside of your back as the feeling arrives
It all was a lie, they're sayin', "goodbye, we want you out of our lives"
My every move is molded in shame, in failure's clay
My every word is caught on my tongue, what can I say
My every move, written in blood
My every breath, written in blood
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Rainclouds
03:44
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I’m not one for believing in the good, the bad, or anything in between
I’ve no heart for deceiving, I’ve stepped on, spat out, left to die in the stream
I’m not here to control you, the conclusions drawn by you are yours alone
I just wanted to show you that the hurt is real and deeper than the bone
It’s been long enough, tried to still my tongue and look away
But I’m not strong enough, and I’m far too young and too afraid
When you’ve forgotten me, I hope at least these words rattle in your brain
I’ll stick around and see if the sunny days are worth your
Rainclouds, forming in my head, it’s only rainclouds, they’re just a little red, it’s only
Rainclouds, they follow me to bed, it’s only rainclouds, oh rainclouds
You’re so predictable, you stand by me until it’s hard to take
You’re unconditional, with dozens of conditions I must not break
You say you’re there for me, but only if I smile and hide the pain
I’m just a nobody that you can squeeze dry, you forgot to wring out my
Rainclouds, storming in my head, it’s only rainclouds, a sky in crimson red, it’s only
Rainclouds, they pin me to my bed, it’s only rainclouds, oh rainclouds
Every day should be sunny
[Guitar solo]
In your eyes I’m not tryin’, but wakin’ up feels like dyin’
Say I’m weak and conspiring, well step outside, feel it too
I just wanted to show you that the hurt is real and deeper than the
Rainclouds
[Guitar solo]
Rainclouds, storming in my head, it’s only rainclouds, a sky in crimson red, it’s only
Rainclouds, they pin me to my bed, it’s only rainclouds, oh rainclouds
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5. |
I Know You're the One
04:26
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[Bass solo]
I see your judging eyes from my place on the stage
A sharp, lustrous cobalt, transcending age
They pierce through my soul and ask why I am here
The message they relay straight from your ears
"You're playing much too loud, guitar's out of tune,
Your voice has the style of the bartender's broom"
And yet you still remain in your chair ten feet away
Bringing some light to my pitch black night, I just wanna say
I know you're the one, been waiting all my life for someone who will listen
Let this feeling run forever and a day, give me the strength to christen our love
We've been friends for such a long, long time
Tonight we can even read each other's minds
Both in need of so much more
We’re both short of life worth living for
Two voids can cancel out if they meet on common ground
And the way I go about this life, I may not be around
To see the beauties of the world if I must go alone
You know all I'm missing is a place that I'll call home
I know you're the one, been waiting all my life for someone who will listen
Let this feeling run forever and a day, give me the strength to christen our
Love, love, love, love
I know you're the one, been waiting all my life for someone who will listen
Let this feeling run forever and a day, give me the strength to christen
I know you’re the one
Let this feeling run
Forever and a day
[Bass solo]
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6. |
Not Afraid
03:58
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I'm not afraid
You underestimate me every step you take
You thought beneath this weight I'd lose my stance and break
But I will hold up to world and show them all you are a fake
I will not listen to a single word you say
In any case I'll be the winner of today
You say this is your game, but you don't even wanna play
Took a shot in the dark (see you gunning my way)
But you missed the mark (now you got to pay)
And I bite like a shark ('cause it tastes so good)
To leave my mark (and I know I should)
I'm not afraid
To bring you to your knees, rid us of your disease
Don't you see you're too late to test the hands of fate
No I won't let you win, no you cannot begin
Just saying if and when, I'll gladly do it again
End of the line, I'll take what is mine
I'm ready for you and your army too
I'm not afraid
To bring you down to size, I'll never compromise
Don't you see you're too late to test the hands of fate
The tables, how they turn, I get to watch you burn
Just saying if and when, I'll gladly do it again
To bring you to your knees, rid us of your disease
Don't you see you're too late to test the hands of fate
No I won't let you win, no you cannot begin
Just saying if and when, I'll gladly do it again
[Bass solo]
[Guitar solo]
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7. |
God Chewing Monster
03:49
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Throw a riot against your child's vices, but does your mirror reflect true
Everything you confess to despise is locked away so deep inside of you
Someday epiphany will strike some gold beneath your shallow mind
It'll hit you all too late but you made only one mistake
Convinced yourself there was no trust, that you would leave victorious
You could never do no wrong, this shitshow going on and on
Was veiled by a lens of hate you mistook for love one day
Looking in the mirror now, the sun is breaking through the clouds
Doesn't he look just like you, doesn't she talk just like you
Doesn't he walk just like you, the creep deep inside of you
[Guitar solo]
Throw a riot against your child's choices, but you once made those choices too
Everything you profess to avoid is locked away so deep inside of you
Someday epiphany will mine for silver in your raging mind
It'll hit you just too late but you made only one mistake
Convinced yourself there was no trust, that you would leave a champion
You could never do no wrong, this circus going on and on
Was veiled by a lens of hate you mistook for truth one day
Looking in the mirror now, the sun obscured by darkened clouds
Doesn't he look just like you, doesn't she talk just like you
The demon deep inside of you
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8. |
Believing
04:36
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If seeing is believing then I must be blind 'cause I ain't leavin' footprints of any kind
You don't need to see the things inside my mind so I'm just gonna tell a lie that I am fine
And maybe you can get the happy end you deserve
And maybe I can be your means to and end, this is how I'll serve
It's an echo chamber, I got a megaphone, I got a reason to believe that I am not alone
But reverberations of a cry of pain are digging through my skin and waging wartime on my brain
Thoughts are going rebel, feelings off the track, my screams of longing for the equilibrium I lack
You can try and save me, this is your warning call: the dominoes are set up and sometimes they gotta fall
Never again will I open up my heart and only stand there as you rip it from me
If seeing is believing then I have no eyes 'cause I don't have no tricks left, no surprise
Not up my sleeve or in my clenched fists as you realise, my grounds are not yours to protect so try this on for size
Honey, you deserve the love that's lost on me
Honey, I will now unmask for all to see
I don't know 'bout you but I believe in something more, a little bit left worth fighting for
Livin' too long under false pretenses, never less apprehensive, goin' outta my senses, enough is never enough so once in a while I want to end it
Slowly learning to let go all the madness below, so I regain some semblance of a modicum of control
I was always told to keep chasin' my dreams but sometimes it seems like those dreams are chasin' me
Happiness is the word, don't tell me you never heard it from the songs echoed by the birds, kick negativity to the curb
And if you have the nerve to keep clutching onto it don't say I didn't warn you so when you, my friend, get burned at the stake
By a soulless fake who only learned how to take from my brothers and sisters, don't go cryin', "mister, mister" to me when your head's inundated with blood blisters, it's outta my hands and now it belongs to the sands of time
If seeing is believing then I must be blind 'cause I ain't leavin' footprints of any kind
You don't need to see the things inside my mind so I'm just gonna tell a lie that I am fine
And maybe you can get the happy end you deserve
And maybe I can be your means to and end, this is how I'll serve
[Guitar solo]
If seeing is believing then I have no eyes 'cause I don't have no tricks left, no surprise
Not up my sleeve or in my clenched fists as you realise, my grounds are not yours to protect so try this on for size
Honey, you deserve the love that's lost on me
Honey, I will now unmask for all to see
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9. |
Blue
04:33
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Under your skies I wait, I'll learn to fly someday
Reaching the top of the whole world, I'll let my starling's wings unfurl
Under your skies I wait, I'll learn to fly someday
Reaching the top of the whole world, I'll let my starling's wings unfurl
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10. |
Hopeless Song
03:26
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Instrumental
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Robbie Brown Lansing, Michigan
I write music about the human condition, driven by soundscapes inspired from a broad range of metal, rock, and R&B.
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